I didn't arrive in time to stop her from downing the pills
She did leave me a note that was stained with her tears
The note wasn't as long as I hoped it might be and sad

I cursed this rain storm that slowed the cab that brought me
I read the note as I check her pulse and already know
She is gone and I was too fucking late to stop her this time

The note read: "I had to do this Will. I know you love me,
But I can't ever love you the same. That hurts and I need,
I shoud say want to die before you try to save me again'

I threw down the note with angry tears in my eyes
I screamed at her and asked why she had to do it
This caused the neighbor to call the police on me

She was dead before I got here and they'd see that
That she took those damned pills the doctor gave her
That I was here to save her again and she hated me

Hated that I cared enough to try making her stop hurting
As I fell to the floor with my over powering sorrow
The police came and ruled her death a suicide by drugs

They took me to my room and verified my statement
There in my room I just looked out the window at the rain
I'd never see the rain the same way again